jtokoolforyo

24 November 2011

I actually really hope that I can go to the coast, I really want to go. But because of the weather, idk why but every fucken single year, the weather on my birthday is so fucked up. Can't i fucken enjoy a sunny day for my birthday?! It's always so rainy :( This one time for my gr uh 5 I believe, it started hailing when i was having a birthday at maccas! for fuck sakes!

I dont wanna call of the birthday :( I wanna go to the coast, I want the weather to be shiney and perfect, I want my birthday to be fun. I had a feeling that my birthday would be great but now the weather is ruining my day. I dont like this :(!!!!!

I don't know what to do i'm so bored, no one wants to talk to me, i dont know what to talk about .

omg I feel devo over my own party, I wanna be happy and chappy. Yeah and then I'm like up to the New years episode! in the oc! I am so excited for new years now!!

So bored, idk what to do. Feels like I shouldnt talk to anyone and just be bored to myself instead of being so whiney...noo that means holidays going to be boring if i'm gonna be like this omg...I wanna be famous, i wanna be a singer, i wanna omg just be famous and go to rich parties like party animal party animals. I wanna be rich and wealthy omg I just wanna be famous. !

I want to live in america

I want to party in america

I want to party at a house party

I want to have a boyfriend at some point

I want to live my life

I want to be fun

I want to be a star

I want to be famous

I want to be a singer

I want to be happy

I want to have a great birthday with my friends

I want to change my life around when i have my own kids

I want to make everything perfect for my kids

I want to have kids that will respect me while being party animal

I want to be the awesome mum with respect

I want to party

I want to get fucked haha

I want to try pass out on alcohol

I want to finish off my collections

I want to achieve my goal

I want to be able to reach for it

I want life to be abit easier

I want my life to be more exciting

I want sex on beach, kitchen, cinema, bed every fucken where.

I want to gym

I want to be rich

I want to be interesting