31 October 2011
![]() i dont like being lonely, but sometimes i want to be lonely i dont like being ignored when i know you're listening to me i'm getting annoyed at the fact that everyones has to keep correcting my grammar. i get it i know my grammar is bad, i always have to make a joke after you correct my grammar. it's annoying alright. I know my grammar is bad, lol and its not getting any better so stop correcting me. i'm sick of people giving me shit i'm sick of trying to be funny...but really im lame i'm sick of tired of life, i want to enjoy it i'm sick of life i'm sick of people shit i'm sick of people so bad i'm sick of knowing that people are talking behind my back at this moment i'm sick of giving people the stares i'm sick of not being nice i'm sick of being so mean i'm sick of making fun of myself i'm sick and tired of being hungry i'm sick of people that pulls away the people i talk too i'm sick of people pulling me back and forth i'm sick of being lonely i'm sick of looking at people in the sun lmao i'm sick of not knowing what's happening around me, this may sound nosey but i dont give a fuck. i'm sick of people calling me nosey because i've been influence by someone then have to make a joke or go along with the words yeah i know lol you really think i dont hate it when you call me nosey i'm sick of being called a party animal lol what's so wrong about that, why do you make it sound like its' a bad thing im sick and tired of not able to fight back because of my grammar i can only tell people off when they're grammar is worst then mine lol which is extremely bad i'm sick of abusing people but it feels so good lol i want to be mean i want to tell people off but fuck you grammar i want to do things that people would judge me - sounds more of attention seeking but i dont want to be judge by what things that people would judge me...yeah made no sense, but atleast i understand what i'm saying i still want attention i actually want to be a singer, but i'm too afraid to tell anyone..so i make a joke out of it i'm sick of twitter cause when i'm on there i know that no one is talking to me i'm sick of people not knowing what my problems are i'm sick of highschool i'm sick of not having someone to talk about these stuff without them judging me lol i'm sick of thinking that i get judge but when i ask them they say no ..? was it a lie? i want to know the feeling of love.. am i still too young? i want a bestfriend in the group but i want to be close with everyone i want to have someone to tell all my shit too lol i guess its you blog i want to move and make new friends honestly, i'm getting bored of them or maybe it's because they're treating me like shit honestly i like having attention, it's not even a bad thing but sometimes you can be judge because of attention seeking honestly, i hate telling everyone the same thing but to me the first person must be special enough for me honestly i only tell alot of people about same thing because i dont want the special person to think they're special i like being a player i like to talk to guys i like socialising with boys i like boys alot i'm a homophobic but only for lesbians ^ i think thats why i dont kiss girls on cheeks... i like my ass lol but hate my thigh i like my nose i dont like it when i try to talk to new people but they have no interest in me..makes me sad lol i hate being broke i hate it i hate alot of things i hate being pushed away constantly and yet you still talk to me after lol 1 day i will tell someone i love about all my problems - if only they listen i dont think i'll last with someone for long...i get sick of people after knowing them too long well then, happy halloween 2011 ![]() ◄ Older posts Newer posts ► |