09 October 2011
so many shit is going through my head right now. I seriously shouldn't have said i hated life in my previous post, why did i say that? I LOST FUCKEN 50 DOLLARS whereas I could've paid of my debt...well lets say friends money..debt sounds to much of da extreme.
lol only that much went through my head but when i type that shit down its only 3 lines. fucken really, not even worth my time to type down. I even opened my eyes to go onto my laptop after 18mins of laying in bed.
Should I say I love life again? I remmeber having a time when i loved life.. something i looked forward too each week well fucks me not anymore, omg hurry up holidays I already hate school :(.
You know what, I'm just going to watch some videos of top. I miss him, gonna watch him before i cry even more because of how much i hate life but lets say i love life right now lol. I'm so confusing, I confuse myself aswell.
oh the reason why i spammed those 50dollars notes lol because steven told me to rage like that hahaha pretty funny. also that gif explains my anger oh my fucken god, and its also top i love you top i miss you top why cant i be with you or know you or maybe you know me or maybe love me heheheheheh i want to ask for more from you, wow I am crazy.
'dont leave me' :')) I feel so sad ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha this is all a joke to me.
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