Bored to an extent

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I seriously have no where else to go to, so I'm just going to post it here. I seriously am depressed right now, i dont know why maybe because i'm listening to Like a movie - 2pm it's seriously hitting me hard well making me melt. I seriously love TOP omg i sound so obsessed with such a idol that i'm never going to get :( FML why do i have to live in such a place like this, Why can't I find someone with a hot jawline or maybe just fucken live with top. I seriously love jawlines they just fucken melt me hard, this is driving me nuts. I want a boyfriend aswell :( I've never been like this before LOL I sound so desperate but I just want to experience it for just like a week. OMGGGGGGGGG SOMEONE JUST GIVE ME Choi Seung hyun. HE IS SUCH A GOOD kisser HE FUCKEN LOVES TONGUING and his jawline drives me nuts, I want him to love me :(((((( I WANT HIM THIS IS SO SAD MY LIFE IS SO SAD WHY WAS I BORN TO BE A PERSON WITH NO GOAL. WHY WAS I BORN IN AUSTRALIA WHY AREN'T I BORN WITH TALENT I WANT TO KNOW WHAT MY TALENT IS. OMG THIS IS SOO SAD I WANT TO BE TALENTED FAR OUT. I'M SERIOUSLY GOING TO HATE LIFE SOON, MAYBE I'M ALREADY HATING IT. I REMEMBER 1 OR 2 OR 3 WEEKS AGO I SAID I LOVE LIFE NOW ALL DRAMAS ARE SETTLING DOWN )): THIS IS BORING. I LIKE LISTENing TO PEOPLES RANT WHY DOESN'T ANYONE LISTEN TO MINE. MAYBE BECAUSE ALL I TALK ABOUT IS TOP? WELL FUCK YOU TOO. I DON'T LIKE DRAMAS THAT HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH ME BUT I JUST WANT DRAMAS THAT HAPPENS TO OTHERS, THAT I CAN LISTEN TOO THAT WILL AT LEAST ENTERTAIN ME A WEEK TIME. I think i'm just going to the extreme now, typing in caps makes me sound so sad but seriously it's just bursting out and flaming out like fire. I'm not even on my period or anything. Its just at midnight I sometime go crazy, saaaaaaaaaad life of mine.